I started now because a few days ago I fell into deep depression. I spent all my time only crossdressing. Which is so sad. I wanted to come out a long time ago when I was a kid. But nothing happen due to me being afraid all the darn time. I was lying to myself it would be fine. But nothing was fine.
Then suddenly many years have passed now I am in college. I felt the same when I was a kid. I broke down and cried because my friends the same all grew up into butterflies. While I am not even in a cocoon yet. Where I went I felt like crying, it was as if God were putting signs telling me to do it.
And then the biggest sign of all came. A beautiful woman stood nearly 6 feet tall. I thought she was a model. But then she was just like me trapped in this body. She gave me tips and help. Right now I plan to take pills for some time so only later I will show my parents who I really am.
I mean I am a tomboy in a way, it's like those tomboyish girls with this secret desire to be a princess. That's me! That's mostly likely why my parents know nothing.
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