Today I met a person. She was like me. Trapped in her own body. I was very shy. So I kept pestering her with messages about showing her my drawing. (She was drawing at the time) Actually I can't even show it to her. But I finally muster up to college to ask her.. whether she is Post Op. She did the most kindest thing. She explained to me everything. She even told me that she could help me. I shared with her my past. So she brought me to the pharmacy and told me. If you really are sure, then this is what you should take. So today marks the day I found someone like me not only that I started HRT. I will start taking photos everyday from now onward to see how much it changes me. I hope it does.
A truthful experience from me.
I had a bad experience with men last time so I found myself no longer attracted to men (Actually I don't think I ever did). However I am not attracted to women. Well except one person who I found to only be able to warm my heart. Now I am not sure whether I will be able to see her tomorrow. She got mad today because of personal reasons I can not say. I contributed to that problem and I caused it.
It is my fault and she got every right to be mad at me for that. However... she is a bit panicky so she assumed somethings that she think is happening. I don't know what is happening but I did told her to stay away from it. I miss her already. She was the only one I ever felt warm with. Now she's mad.. I hope I can be with her again. I love her so much. I need her so much....
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