Monday, 23 November 2015

Fucked

Dear Blog,

         50 over resumes sent only few replied and most of those people declined. And If I don't get an intern position I am forced to postpone it till the next 2 years by 1st December.

         I am pretty fucked.

Sunday, 1 November 2015

Sorry for the long hiatus.

I am just so depressed. After sometime, I really should start writing stuff out instead of keeping them inside where I will probably develop cancer. So here I am letting everything out.

After breaking up with my ex, I was focusing just fine trying to fix my life and graduate. I met a couple of new friends. No I am not with anyone at the moment.


However, today someone which is one of my new friend keeps guilt tripping me continuously by saying she is going to feel bad because I am trying to get my shit together and told her to just hang out tomorrow instead of today.

 I am just really wondering. Because its not like I said I don't want to go out on every other day. Which I probably should since I have multiple interviews on Wednesday and Thursday and I should probably work on my essay due next Wednesday. But did I do that? No.