Monday, 26 November 2012

Day 12 on HRT 26/11/12

Woke up at 6 am. What a wonderful way to start a Monday. Nipples still sore. Anyway I woke up, feeling insanely groggy. So what happen was that I went to class Personality Psychology and sat behind. Tony came and sat beside me as class starts. Class was just on reviewing what we learnt so far and only 8 chapters are coming out. Since our exams are near.

Class ended shortly since it was just a review session, a clerk later came in from the Psychology department asking us to rate our teachers. Took some time. Since Darren and Ian wasn't here to re-act the long sleeve part of our video we just waited in the same place as our review session. We went to buy some snacks and then went through our persuasive speech. But we had to leave due to another class using the place. So we moved to the Psychology Lab Observation Room 5.

We met Ian on the way but Darren was no where to be seen yet. Ian just woke up. I then took nap. Darren later came finally and we quickly did the video. We then finished it and went off to our separate classes. I then took my car and drove off to meet Roxy. She says she has food and stuff at home. So I came straight to there. But I was so tired I forgot all about it and went straight on her bed. She did some of her stuff and later slept too. I woke up to find her still sleeping. I then went on to play Skyrim while add more mods to it. Eventually she woke up. Asking me about getting Ultra Satan or Ashen Marionette.

Since she's buying it using her own money, it's up to her. Eventually she bought Ashen just to sell it for money. Her ultimate goal is actually Loving Manner. (Gaia Online!) so she bought it. Later I went to cook some noodles for the both of us and some of my special scrambled eggs with mixed herbs. I substituted the milk with virgin olive oil so that it wouldn't be too dry and let it fry slowly as I turn off the heat. We then ate while watching Magi episode 8. Sad past is sad. I then went on playing Skyrim beside her while she scans the market for the prices for Ashen Marionette or Ultra Satan. Eventually it was 10 pm. We kissed and hug and have to wave good bye. I went back with her smile in my mind. Then later slept in peace.

Sunday, 25 November 2012

Day 11 on HRT 25/11/12

Oh Sunday Morning, How bright and fun you are. I woke up to find the housekeeper Delia going about her morning. She gave me a hearty breakfast with scrambled eggs with mixed herbs, hot dogs fried using olive oil and potato wedges. I ate them all up with delight. I then thanked Delia for the awesome breakfast. (P.S the eggs are my recipe. Very nice and simple.)

I then later drove to meet my beloved Roxy! After 37 kilometers later. I arrived to see Roxy sleeping on her bed like a princess in her sleep. I didn't want to bother her so I too went to sleep beside her using her Hello Kitty as my pillow. After a while, I woke up to find Roxy all dressed to go out. She smiled at me and I smiled back. Her mum made Nasi Lemak which I ate a bit. But since Roxy wanted to go buy some milk, soy milk and crackers. She decided to buy Subway.

It's healthier! Nasi Lemak is quite a heavy meal and she wants something lighter for herself. We bought everything and then just hanged out like usual. We watch Magi episode 7 and she was shocked why Ali BaBa is helping the Fog Troupe. We then later watch Paranorman and she plays The Sim 3 while I play The Sims Medieval and Skyrim.

She was showing me our family in the Sims 3. After long last we have a daughter name Mariam. :)

Eventually the internet was cut off because her mom forgot to pay the bills. So we went out bought some dinner and came back. We then just kick back and relax till late night where then I have to leave because of my mommy and daddy being worried I might get into an accident again.

(I did suffered in a terrible accident but miraculously me and the other car survived without any injuries. Why is it a miracle? Because car I was driving was wrecked beyond repair. It was smashed in and yet somehow I just got scratches.)

So I went back home and had a good night sleep.

My nipples are sore and it hurts when my nipples rub against my shirt. Owie.


Saturday, 24 November 2012

Day 10 on HRT 24/11/12

I should have make note of what happen today But since it's a Saturday... I am just lazy to report anything.

What I do want to report is that today my nipples seems to be very sensitive. Maybe it's just me or something. I didn't really check what will the hormones eventually do to me. I want it to be a surprise I guess.

:)

Friday, 23 November 2012

Day 9 on HRT 23/11/12

Woke up with my darling Roxy beside of me, I stroke her on her face a bit and decided to let her continue to sleep.

Basically I was just going through my blog and updating it as well as twitter and google+.

Actually today I am lazy to report. Nothing much went on. We ate, watch movies non-stop, played the Sims and slept. :)

My right buttock still hurt though.

Thursday, 22 November 2012

Day 8 on HRT 22/11/12

First things first. Weeeeeeeeeeee! 8th day at long last.

I found myself awake with my right buttock swollen. My parents bought me breakfast which is chinese radish cake with some kind of salty veggies then later myparents asked me to go to the darn bank to sign for a car loan for my sister's new car. It's a Myvi an affordable and quite fuel saving car. Anyway after that, I quickly drove off the college.

Parked somewhere around college, quite far though. I went to the Orange (I know the walls are orange but not the name of the place) bought some Pasta with bolognese and a sunny-side up egg with mushroom soup and side dish of potato wedges which cost me only 5 ringgit.

Which I googled is

5 Malaysian ringgits = 1.6343 US dollars

Amazing.

I waited till 12 pm for my friends to actually arrive. Tony came first but Ian and Darren was no where to be seen. We need to finish the last scene as we did it wrong last time. I and Tony waited in the Psychology Lab and in one of the observation rooms. We waited while playing the Walking Dead. When they both finally arrived, we finished the scene quickly and bid farewell to each other. I hung out with Tony for a while as we copy some stuff.

When I am done I went to find my beloved Roxy. She was at home but we had to go out since there were a lot of people from the cleaning services. So we went to The Summit and went around there for some time and then we ate in a Penang Cafe restaurant. She ate Penang Prawn Mee while I ate Penang Laksa. It was delicious. Then later we went back home and just relaxed. We slept a bit then woke up. Then sleep again. Then play slender-man for a while eventually I decided to sleepover tonight. And I did. 

I love Roxy~

Day 7 on HRT Again. 21/11/12

Didn't really feel any difference. Woke up checked my computer and then went down to eat breakfast with my parents. After breakfast I took a nice long shower. Then later I went to college with my brother.

I dropped my brother to the One Academy and then I parked at Sunway Pyramid. Turns out I left my wallet somewhere. I hope I didn't drop it.. I love that wallet. I searched every where for it. Couldn't find it, I think I left it at home I hope. sniff.

I went to college for my usual normal classes which obviously I am bored of. And met a few friends a long the way. Bought some food later for my beloved Roxy and slept over at her house for an hour then went to a club meeting in college.

The club meeting was showing some anime while I am in charge of handling the Singing Competition. After playing Borderlands 2 in the meeting and everything was over. I went to meet Jessa for my injection. Talked to her a while about hormones and stuff. Later went back to meet Roxy and hung out there till late night where I then have to wave Good Bye to Roxy and went to fetch my brother.

Problem is I dropped my glasses when I was leaving her house. So I had to take my time driving super slow without my glasses. Because I seemed to have drop it in a big drainage hole beside her house.

Everything was fine. Managed to drive to my brother. My brother drove back home and I slept straight away due to being tired.

Tuesday, 20 November 2012

Day 6 on HRT. Again. 20/11/12

I started the day waking up late. Oh my glob.... So I quickly changed my clothes, grabbed my Wii and my cheap video camera. Then I drove off to my college at around 6.55 a.m. I manage to find a close enough parking but not close enough. So then later I went to a nearby cafe near my college and sat down ordering some food. I ate fried noodles for breakfast while drinking water instead of sugar filled drinks today. Spent some time hanging around the cafe to download Against Me's nearly complete discography which is 3 years ago. Which means it doesn't have their newer albums. Sad. I am urge to buy the album buy I kind of like only some songs. Hmm.... let's just see how it goes.

Now it's 8.03 and I am going through some game sites and MSF High forum. Listening to Transgender Dysphoria Blues and packing up to go class at 8.30. Class is on Developmental Psychology... So sleepy... I slept quite late as usual but never actually got used to it. Feeling so sleepy... Going to take a short nap.... Okay I didn't, I couldn't sleep so I went through twitter and Google+ on transwoman and transsexual. Found a hell lot of services from these transwoman. My god....

Anyway after Development Psychology lecture comes Personality Psychology Tutorial class. After that came Communication skills and now currently I am in my break to my next lecture which is Psychology of Learning and Education. Oh so damn tired. Listening to Against Me! Thrash Unreal. Awesome stuff.

Bought a pair of earrings and a necklace in class. Necklace don't suit me. Maybe it will look good on my Beloved Roxy. I am tired and sleepy. Trying to download Hit & Miss the TV series right now. Later I will buy food and drinks and head out to find Roxy after my class. My beloved Roxy I love her so much~

My hands are frozen solid. The hall is so freaking cold. Can barely type properly. Finished downloading Episode 1 to 4 of the tv show Hit & Miss still got episode 5 and 6 to go. Been talking to a Psychologist on Twitter. Follow me on twitter if you want. @Natalie_Rath I have short rants and random stuff on it. Finished downloading the entire show. Weeee~ Gonna watch it later~

After my class I rushes to The Rock Cafe near my college bought some Indomee Superhot (Indonesia Fried Noodles Extra Extra Extra Spicy) for me and my beloved Roxy and a pack of Milo and some Chinese Tea with sugar in it. I later drove to meet my beloved Roxy who was waiting for me. We then later met and while we eat we talked about how screwed the world is as Palestinians are being fucked by evil people when they are bloody innocent. While the news report otherwise. I mean they report that 10 Israelis died due to the people in Gaza, I understand but by attacking Gaza by doing massive bombing runs which already caused more than thousands of people to die is just mean and they're civilians too.

I mean what is wrong with that picture? Seriously, not to mention the people of Gaza has no military strength. They don't have guns, tanks or jets. And now they're planning to cut off all telecommunications from the country. I feel sad for them. As I ate my Indomee Superhot, more tears came out as the conversation became sadder and sadder and my food became more spicier and spicier with every second.

After we're done, we decided to buy ice cream and just relax for a while. After a while we went and bought some drinks and then watch a movie called Doll Master (It's a korean horror film). Felt sad and cried some more. My mom is so mean, she threw all my plushy and toys away. After that I say good bye and I drove back home and now I am here. Late. It's already 12.33. Time to wrap this up. See you people tomorrow!

P.S I think the only thing that the hormone changed was that now I cry more easier, longer and harder. I mean I was an emotional person from the start but I keep crying every time I see or read something sad. I think I should hold out from playing The Walking Dead Episode 5 the game. I might break out into some depression. O _ o

Monday, 19 November 2012

Day 5 on HRT. Again 19/11/12

I have college today. It's a monday morning and I have to drive to college with my car which is nearly out of fuel at 6 am in the darn morning. Okay, maybe it is my fault of not being able to refuel my car with the credit card. I think I overspend big time on some stuff which I can't remember or my mom didn't pay the full amount for the credit card this month. I hope it's the latter.

Anyway I reached college around 6.45 ish. My lovely Roxy gave me a morning greeting that made me feel better as I take a short nap. The nap lasted till 7.30 and I was woken up by the morning rain. I ran in the campus and went to cafeteria for breakfast. I ate "Nasi Lemak" which happens to be my favorite food while reading Nisekoi (some manga). Now I am in class and writing in this blog now due to my sheer boredom. Learning about Personality Psychology...

Class is over and I am acting with my friend Tony. Ahh... Great guy. What we did was just pretend that he is putting his cream and I thinking that he's weird for doing that in class. After that we went to the cafeteria as he grabs something to eat. Breakfast was still in me so didn't feel hungry. After a while of waiting which I spent my time searching through google about Laura Jane Grace, Ian and Darren finally came and we went into the observation room to act out another scene. After that, we want to finish the eating scene. Right now eating at the Oishibun cafe. Well not eating, waiting for the food.

Okay. The food came and I ate Fried Rice with Onions and some fried chicken with a side dish of nuggets, mashed potatoes and scrambled eggs. (Thank god for my metabolism.) We then act out the scene and we went off. Darren and Ivan have classes while Tony is just going to wait for his parents to pick him up. I on the other hand, was comforting my beloved Roxy. She's very insecure so I was just reaffirming her I love her and I will never ever leave my baby. I won't cheat on her like a lot of those unfaithful people. I told you I need her and her only in my life no one else. After a while when she feels better, I told her that I am tired and sick so I am going back home first.

Just to tell you peeps, my beloved Roxy lives around 36 kilometers away from me. So in a sense it's a long distance relationship. We call, skype and bbm all the time. So I drove back home and I found my cousins Leo, Jones and Shane (also not their real names) at home. Leo was studying with a tutor downstairs while my brother Kurt was playing with Jones and Shane Mortal Kombat 9. I was using Mileena and Scarlet. But they could stay for long since they're here only for their brother Leo's tutor to finish the lesson. So when the lesson was done, I bid them farewell. I am most likely going to take a nap now.

I woke up with my dad shouting dinner. It seems I slept for around 3 hours. Oh dear, Dinner was terrible but at least fulfilling. My mom messed in her own recipe. I ate then talked to my beloved Roxy about some stuff about solar fans and ventilation in my car. Since I maxed out my credit cards, I can't buy it. Sad.. Other than that, I was going through 9Gag just to skim through for a moment when I saw a post on the Delorean. Oh god, I love that car. Back to the future for the win! I love Huey and the News too. Especially Back in Time and the Power of Love.

Anyway got into an argument with my beloved Roxy. It took some time to convince her I am a Roxy only person. After that, we spoke about how the news is basically reporting anything about what's going on in the Arabic countries and innocent people are losing their lives due to some kind of massacre. Hackers been hacking the baddies websites and exposing all their information. Not only that, some people are supporting the baddies because they're threatened by them. Evil hypocrites. Betraying everyone. :(

Anyway I am signing off for the day. Since it's already 12.41 a.m 20/11/2012. See you peeps tomorrow! ( Well it IS tomorrow already hypothetically.)

Sunday, 18 November 2012

Day 3 & 4 on HRT. Again 17 & 18/11/2012

Day 3 was a total blur to me. Just gonna start on Day 4. Woke up late today. I am so sleepy still.

I did basically nothing I was just watching tv the entire day and just talking to my lovely girlfriend whose name is Roxy. (not her real name obviously.) Oh before I forgot, I was playing Deity Wars with my cousin. Now watching Clash of Titans the 2010 version.

After the movie, my cousin went back to his house to get ready since we're meeting later at night anyway for dinner. I took a short nap. My mom then later woke me up to change my clothes and I groggily did it. The dinner was good. Playing Inazuma Eleven, Shin Megami Tensei 1 and Pokemon with my cousins. My hands are frozen solid now. After around 10 or more minutes, it was time to say good bye to my aunt and uncles. The weather outside is quite hot, so my frozen hands finally thawed as I waved good bye.

My dad was driving as I get into the car with my brother, sister and mother. There was an accident and so it jammed a bit. Finally I reached back home, turn on my Marvel Avengers Alliance. As I wait for my brother to finish using the bathroom. I chatted a whole bunch of fun stuff with my beloved Roxy then finally I went in and took a nice long shower.

Now it's nearing the end of the day and I am sleepy. Good night people of the internet~

Friday, 16 November 2012

Day 2 on HRT. Again. 16/11/12

Don't really feel that much different other than the right buttock is swollen the area where I got my injection. My friends says it's normal. Turns out I forget things real fast. So from now onwards, I type things into a draft then at the end of the night I have the full of set of what happened today...

Wednesday, 14 November 2012

Day 1 on HRT. Again. 15/11/12

A lot of things happened and now I am restarting the clock again.

My mom found out about the pills I was taking. But it was yesterday I got a hormone injection. I am going to get injected every week from now. And I got some very strong pills from a friend who goes to Thailand to buy these.

Right now I am just going to find a good hiding spot where I can keep my hormones. (I bought an entire box full of 10 vials of female hormones. Used two yesterday. That means it can last me for an entire month. Wasn't even that expensive. Lucky. But it's hard to get through the Malaysian custom so she doesn't always have stock.

Thank you my friends who didn't even mind me coming at 11.45 p.m in the morning. I wish I can hug you guys so much. :)